Why is it this way?

Why did u have to be different.
it was upon ur death that i lost my faith

the doctors said have faith this will work
they were wrong...little over twelve months of pain and u were gone
we all cried...i prayed not to have it come about again

then two years ago u were diagnosed with cancer we watched ur body give up within 8 weeks u were gone the doctors didnt even try to help u. slowly watching ur spirit die u were no longer the lady i knew and loved.

now my own mother has cancer...
i have been watching her body fight...but i fear this horrible plauge may win.
her body is now weaker...
her will isnt so strong

while inside i slowly die from seeing all this happen i know its apart of life but why do things have to occur like this and in such a painful way