These tears, running so course* and fine,
No one would guess they were mine,
Everyone looks on the outside, never seeing the pain,
Pain that is truly divine,
Pain that will never be mine.
The day soon came when he showed up,
It was perfect, except one little thing,
No one really approved, they scorned me,
But I didn't care, I was happy, I thought he was the one,
But it was not to be.
Soon after came another boy,
Even though I knew he wouldn't be the one,
I decided to give it a shot,
It turned out he was only in it for sex,
It too was not meant to be.
Then someone set us up,
That fatal day, with him
He was angry, he was slow,
He didn't care, he pressured,
That too was not to be
I was giving up, I always made mistakes,
It wasn't worth it. Not till he came along,
He, who is so perfect, so divine.
Just like the pain.
The pain, which is now mine.
