He Made Me

He messed with my mind,
He fiddled with my thoughts,
He made me want to kill myself,
A feeling that I fought.

He made me believe such a lie,
And I don't forgive myself for it,
He made me hate all guys,
He made me feel like shit.

He made me think that I was things I'm not,
He created a false illusion of intellegence and beauty,
He made me lose all concentration,
And made me lose my integrety.

He made me realize that lies can be truthful,
He made me think that I was loved,
He makes me want to slam my head through a wall,
And go back to God above.