Dear Boy

Dear Boy,

I don't know who you are, or where or when we will
meet, But i do hope It soon.
I pray that when we meet and fall in love you will love
me for me and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier.
I hope you won't compare me too girl with bright smiles. I hope you
will make me laugh, take care of me when I'm sick, and be trustworthy.
I hope you will remember i prefer you to be there then just being
than showering with gift, that my favorite color changes with my mood.
Please know that my eyes aren't blue they change from brown to
hazel in the summer.
Please know that i might be too shy to kiss you first,
but please don't be afraid to kiss me. I wont slap you
or push you away.
I'm sure your kisses will be perfect.
When we go on a date don't stress about the place,
what's important is that I'll be with you.
If i cry, please don't think it because of you, just hold me
close and i will heal quickly. And if it is because of you I'll heal just the same.
And if we decide to break up, please understand that i may be bitter, but I'd like
to be your friend if you let me.
I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you'll never admit it,
and when you are ready we'll have a friendship
please tell me anything i do that bothers you, or
if something doesn't sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me.
And if i have a bad day i hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.
I hope you don't think I'm asking to much of you.
I hope you understand that I'm a bit nervous and very scared.
I wish i could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever.
Every relationship is a new game of cards, and...(sigh)..I've never been good at cards.
But I'll try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening
this is all that i ask.

Your always,
Emily