I have to forget

I have to forget about
You but I can't, my heart
Is not letting me, I guess
I'm still in shock.

I guess I think that like
Every other time you
Would come back
Because this time I'm
Not even going to try.
I did before but I'm
Done with that now.

You don't know what
You put me through,
I'm not even sure why
I stayed. I guess because
I loved you, you made me
Happy and you were
Really someone I can trust.

But now that changed
I can't feel that way at
All, you made me love
You, and believe you,
Even though at the end
Of all this you still said
You loved me, that you
Cared.

But how can I believe
That, after everything
I would have thought
Something would be
Left.

But I guessed wrong
And how you can just
Go with someone else.

I don't have to put up
With you, even though
My heart is still stuck
On you, even though I
Still feel for you.

But the simple fact is that
Now I just need to get over
You, because that's what
Your doing to me.

But one thing...why get close to me, why love me...to leave me...to have me like this

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