My own abuse

You left my head a mess,
I was so confused,
Feeling sorry for myself,
My body i abused.

I used to sit at night,
Alone upon my bed,
And slice my skin wide open,
Till my arm was crimson red.

I had to hide it under sleeves,
So my friends they neva knew,
This hard n pure deception,
Was all because of you.

See i thought u wer the one,
That wud save me from my fears,
Instead u made me hide,
And shed these hatred tears.

It hard to become sum1 knew,
When ur stuck in this past,
You made me think our love,
was destined to be the last.

~*~ unfinsihed ~*~