Cant concentrate
Im loosing grip
Everything around me
Is beginning to slip
Im a sinner
Nothing to a fake
I make up all these lies and mistakes
Could of stopped myself
I thought I shouldnt
I hate everything around me
Because you made me that way
Now I just lay here
Letting everything fall on my shoulders
Im unhappy
But I cant find the words to tell you
You\'re my knight and shinning armor
And I cant let you go
Im jealous and angry
And Hurtful too
I dislike everything around me
Especially myself
And as I look into his eyes
I see nothing but pain
Nothing but the pain I\'ve cause him
