I cannot smile and pretend
that I'm happy cause I am not
As of matter of fact I can't
remember the last time I was happy
Nor can I remember when someone
loved me as much as I loved
them maybe its not really
meant for me to be happy
But if you don't know me
You wouldn't know that I felt
this way I can't remember
the last time I smiled and
it was for real so I
guess you can say I've been
smilin without a cause
My mind is so cluttered and
it's all negative maybe this
is who I'm suppose to be
someone who makes everyone else's
life better but can't fix her own.
