Sitting here in my darkened room
Red with anguish and pain
I feel nothing but emptiness
I can\'t think, cant live
Tear after tear
I remember the past
Nothing to look back @ and smile
Burning me inside is a flame
One that I am ashamed of...
One that reveals my past
The bruises on my temple will never fade
It\'s an echo of a broken child screaming
What am i supposed to do
Nothing will change
My smile eyes tell the truth of a life full of suffering
I live a life i didnt choose
My mind is so distant from reality at this point
It really does feel like the point of no return
Everytime I get up someone shoves me to the ground
I can\'t seem to find the strenght to get up anymore
Home is where the heart is right?
but when you dont have a heart does
that mean you\\\'re left with no heart
