Doesn't Understand

She picks up the blade,
She holds it in her hand.
She doesn't know why,
She like everyone else doesn't understand.

She see's her reflection,
She doesn't make a sound.
She is so sick of the pain,
But for some reason she throws it back down...

She picks up the blade,
She holds it in her hand.
She doesn't know why,
She like everyone else doesn't understand.

She thinks of the bad things,
But she doesn't make a sound.
She can't find the good things,
This time she doesn't throw it down.

She thinks about it all,
But not a single tear rolls down her cheek.
Blood drips down her arm,
Not a word does she speak.

Opening her eyes,
She realises what she's done.
She's hurt so many people,
Nothing has she won.

She's still breathing,
She is still alive.
The one's she loves care,
Thats how she survived.

But she feels so guilty,
But do it and the nightmare stops.
Will she ever be happy?
I guess not..!