Hollow Wind

Hollow wind of horror
you can't surprise me yet
no more sneaking up on me
this can't be my end

tell me when its over
i just can't stand this pain
tell me how you sleep at night
don't you feel the shame?

I'm the one that got hurt
i am the one that suffered
I'm the one that still cries at night
and you can still laugh and smile

I've forgotten the meaning of life
i can't remember how to live it
i feel like an 80 yr old retired lady
but I'm just another kid

got to keep to myself
can't let the pain seep out
can't ruin there night
they are having so much fun

I'll just sit under a tree
and I'll sit there on my own
and i can watch them have fun
but i just want to go home

everywhere i go I'm scared
because 'he' is always there
like he follows me, from point A to point B
i can't see his face again
i don't want to feel that pain again!

he did this to me
he hurt me like this
i didn't know it than
but he ruined my life...
that stupid P***K raped me

(C) Lucy Green

the flow pretty bad, i know, but again, just needed to let some out.