Twisted words on my wrist..

A carved a word on my wrist,
the word it had a twist.
The intention to inflict pain,
my goal achieved, there it came.

The blood flowed like a stream
as i imagined in my dream.
i felt the urge to cut more deep,
but instead i sat and weeped.

Whats happening to my life,
where did it go?
that is the question...
ill never know!