I can't pretend/That it's alright again
I can't smile/When all I want to do is frown
I can't say/How I got this way
All I know is/I'm digging myself further down
I won't deny/All the pain I've caused
I won't try/To turn it all around
I won't stop/Listening to the words they say
No matter what/I'm digging myself further down
It's like I'm digging a hole and I can't climb back out
I try to move forward but my sight is clouded by doubt
And just when I think I've reached the end
I claw up to the top and get pushed back in
I don't know/The exact cause of this
I don't think/It will ever be found
I don't feel/Like it will ever go away
That is why/I'm digging myself further down
It's like I'm digging a hole and I can't climb back out
I try to move forward but my sight is clouded by doubt
And just when I think I've reached the end
I claw up to the top and get pushed back in
I can't change/From what I've become
I can't return/My feet to solid ground
I can't lie/My way through this anymore
That is why/I'm digging myself further down
