Let You Know

The phone is ringing
I know it's you
So I pretend I'm not there

It rings again
And once more
But still I do not care

I shut the door
And close my eyes
I listen for your voice

And when I hear it
I block it out
I know I have no choice

I thought I shut you out
I thought I made it clear
You can't fix anything now
I don't want you near

I thought I shut you out
I thought I made it clear
You don't exist to me anymore
I'm sick of living in fear

I sit at the door
And put my head in my hands
Tears flowing from my eyes

You won't leave me alone
You won't let me go
And I'm dying here inside

I'm so wrapped up
In these thoughts of you
That I'm letting myself go

Has everything I said
Been all in my head
When will I let you know