I wait upon my death
The ending of my life
How will I do it?
I shall do it with a knife
No one can save me
From this life I live
Even when I'm giving
All I have to give
My life is full of hate
Misery and woe
There's nothing I can do
I feel I hate it so
I need out of all this sadness
All these cuts and all this pain
I would try and stay strong
But I have no strength to gain
For you are my weekness
The one doing this to me
Your the one I used to love
How can this be?
With me now lying here
As my soul starts to die
I think those thoughts I once believed
I thought that you were mine
