I used to crave to look and see
The sickness out, inside of me
And now I bow down to myself
For I no longer need your help
I've seen you here but not for real
No longer confused by how I feel
Sometimes you seep into my head
The broken mind on which you tread
But now I'm enlightened to the lies
When you're in my head I feel despise
Letting go I finally feel relief
And in this remembrance I must be brief
For I've numbed the pain you tend to cause
Back to playing from a life you'd put on pause
Now I will never wait for you to care
Dead to your ice cold hearted stare
Time cripples the pain and you learn to regain what was yours and what now worth so much more...love dies in a heartbeat
