Bottled With Emotions

I have never felt so lonely in my life,
Everything pierces me like a knife.
Each step I take,
Every move I make.
Is filled with fear,
From every last tear.
I don’t know what to do,
I really have no clue.
The pain is deep,
Yet I hold on to keep.
I must not let go,
Or all may show.
The real me,
That is longing to be free.
Free of this,
For I dismiss.
There is so much more,
I must leave this shore…