I Thought

I thought we would be,
I thought you would stay,
I thought you would never leave me for her,
But in a blink of an eye all of that changed,
You were no longer there...
You left me crying...I was a total mess....
I thought i could never, get over the pain...
It took me a while, to finally mellow...
I saw you at school and simply ignored you...
Trying to hide the fact that i loved you.....
I had no idea what was going on with your life...
I simply kept walking, and never turned back...
I felt like crying, but i realized i needed to stay strong...but one day all of this changed....
You came back regretting your past....
You said you were sorry and you wanted me back...
I told you OK...but trust you i couldn't....For i still had a fear....a fear of losing you....