Taking time...

How can i feel
so empty inside
I see other guys
yet you appear in my mind

it makes me moody
to see you out
dating other girls
not caring about

what you put me through

you pass me by
as if another meaningless girl
to you i feel
not good enough
hard to believe i once was center in your world

or so it seemed...

why is this so difficult?
why can't it be over?
How long will it take?

each question still searches an answer

you have your doubts
keep them unheard
i don't want to hear it
much of it I've learned

i will always love you
you should always know
i WILL be there for you
yet it WILL take time
for pain to shrink, friendship to re-grow.

so don't turn away
be mature as well
remember our best moments
realize my strength as i fell

you still don't understand
but that's okay
few years time
you'll understand my way.