I hate

I Hate

I hate - how thing's are between me and you
I hate - how i always think of you
I hate - how i wait for your phone calls all day, just to hear your voice

I hate - that i feel i have no control at all over all my feelings for you
I hate - that there's nothing more in this world that i want except to be in your arms for ever
I hate - that no matter how hard i try i just can't let you go

I hate - knowing that all these feelings will always stay the same
I hate - knowing that my whole life is surrounded by you
I hate - knowing that i cant hate you no matter what you do

I hate - thinking that if i tried a little harder or if i didn't give up on us, you'll come through
I hate - thinking about how life could be or should be with you
I hate - thinking that only if i could get you to see past all of this, it'll get better

I hate - how i know i cant hate you
I hate - that i love you
I hate - knowing i cant have you
I hate - thinking maybe just maybe one day you'll realize im the one you actually want to be with

And maybe just maybe it wont be to late......

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