This pain i thought i\'d dealt with,
hidden deep within.
All the while giving more,
more then he wants to take in.
The pain cuts deep,
cuts deep to the bone.
Straight into my heart,
like a knife driven home.
He just doesnt get me,
though i try to explain.
He and his way of thinking,
the source of my pain.
Dont keep saying he loves me,
repitition doesnt make it true.
I know he just doesnt love me,
nor does he ever want to.
I wish he\'d open up his heart,
and welcome me inside.
Im sick of all these emotions,
these feelings ive had to hide.
But i wont let him pretend to feel something,
an emotion that just isnt there.
False emotion, no matter how good the intention,
is something ive learnt to fear.
So ill close my eyes,
ill pray i dont fall,
and hope and trust,
that love, really does, conquer all.
