I sit here
And I think of everything we had
I know how much you loved me
And I loved you a lot too
But this is the end
Youâ??re gone
And no matter how much
I hurt
And miss you
I guess itâ??s for the best
Seeing as itâ??s what you wanted
Iâ??ll let you go
Maybe this is for the best
For you made me feel like a piece of crap sometimes
Itâ??s not something I could have helped
We fought
But we got over it
But when I revealed one of my previous
You flipped out
I felt awful
But I hadnâ??t told you
Because I didnâ??t think it was important
I guess I was wrong
I left
To a place where you couldnâ??t find me
And that was the point
But you left before I could explain
Why
I had done that
So that you wouldnâ??t see a side of me
That I donâ??t often reveal
You got mad
I said I was sorry
But yet again
I felt like a pack of crap
This is what you wanted
So this is what you got
I still want to be friends
But if thatâ??s not what you want
Then so shall it be
You made me happy
But I guess this is goodbye
Even as these silent tears
Fall from my eyes
I loved you
And I hope you loved me too
Maybe again someday
But I guess not today
Goodbye forever is said everyday
But today
Iâ??m not going to say it
For me
And I hope you
This is just a break
Until maybe one day
We can be together again
Maybe someday
But not today
Maybe we werenâ??t meant to be
Maybe we were only meant to be friends
I donâ??t know
But hopefully
Thatâ??s what we can be for now
I loved you
And you loved me
But I guess
It just wasnâ??t meant to be
Now youâ??re gone
And I have to move on
Itâ??s a little harder than that
I will lie on my bed
And cry my tears
Or in the kitchen
And cutting food
And I will still stand there
And think of you
All the times we had
When you held me
When I cried
When you told me how much you loved me
When you held my waist
And said youâ??d never let me go
I loved you so much
But I guess
It just wasnâ??t meant to be
I loved you
Goodbye
For a time
Not forever
I hope
Just a time
A break for us both
Mayhap a continuing friendship
I loved you
And I still do
For a very special person in my life. He left me a bit ago. I loved him a lot as you can see. And he broke up with me. It hurt more than anything else in the world. Goodbye for a time dear person. Mayhap, a friendship shall keep us together somewhat. I love you. Forever and always.
