Pain

Ripping through my heart
Every single time we speak
It tears me apart
To think of what we had
And now it being gone
Forever

What we had
Was so great
Was so pure
I loved you so much
And then we went our separate ways
Iâ??ve missed you so much
These lonely days
My thoughts are filled with you
I think of you
All the time

But then I remember your lies
And how much you hurt me
I vow to myself
Never again will I fall in love
And yet I did
And I turned right around
And got hurt again
Am I such a fool
As to make the same mistake twice?

So much pain
Agony
Despair
Loss of hope
This is how I feel
Most of the day
Yet no one can truly see
The real me
For I only live to please
And I only want them to be happy

I like another
And I have for a while
But my best friend
Likes him
And I canâ??t do that to her
I canâ??t take him from her
I wonâ??t do that
I canâ??t do that
I refuse to

Somedayâ?¦
I pray they will all be happy

Somedayâ?¦
I pray I may be happy too

Somedayâ?¦.
I pray I forget this pain
And move on
With out you

I hope one day
Maybe I will love
And be loved
In return

Maybe someday
Just like them
I will be happy too

But for nowâ?¦
I live with my pain
Ripping through my heart
Everyday