Losing Memories.....

Thoughts of you now sporadic
How can they be kept safe
As I venture on with someone new
I'm scared they will be replaced

When I hold him in my arms
I remember the years it was you
But its him I now smell at night
Dont want your spirit to die too

Holding him tight brings back so much
its not fair to him to compare
I think Ive told him and he knows
In my heart; your place will always be there

I'm falling so hard for him
I'm so scared to repeat the same mistakes
I'm so scared to love someone
like I did you
For you, my heart still aches.

I Dont know which is more powerful
the thoughts in my heart or mind
Everything tells me to be weary
I never knew this is what id find

Should I just fall into love
without a single concern
should I give this a chance
and look forward to what I can learn?