Hypocritical Hate

This is a person/animal that has 2 personalities. which one is its true one?? Try to figure out what there arguing about. Is it confused about what itself even is?

Nimble fingers,
SCAR FACED PAWS.
A mascara of thoughts,
COLD EYES, STIFFENING ME.

Many faces, I bear,
STILL TRIED AND TRUE I STAND.
In your hand will you find me.
IN YOUR HEART WILL YOU HEAR MY WHIMPER, FOR YOU WILL NEVER
ESCAPE THIS LOVE.

Protruding memories,
HOCKING BENEATH THIS BEATING SOUL.
Fluttering words like kisses on a rainy night.
INVADING LOVE SHOOTING THROUGH MY TOMBED VEINS.

Feelings leaking, surrounding, summoning me.
DICTATING THE BEAT WITHIN.
Numerating lies, holding me.
IT'S BURNING STITCHING ME A NEW.

Stiffened, alive I come, she buries me.
SHE CARRIES ME IN HER DEATHLY HANDS.
Prancing around my misfortunes,
STILL I LINGER WITH HER.

I think I know her, but what does this all mean?
SHE HOLDS ME.
She lets me go.
SHE ILLUMINATES THE STALE COMFORTS.
She blots, her riveting nature made whole.

She loves me, and I her.
SHE MAKES ME CRY, HER THOUSAND LIES LIKE HEAVENLY DEATH.
She wipes my tears tenderly,
SHE SPITS AT THE LIKENESS BEFORE HER.

Get out, I don't need her.
I NEED HER, HER HAND IN MINE.
Forever has our love faded,
STILL OUR LOVE WILL NEVER DIE.

**inspired by a Friend u know who u are, love u. They're debating weather it's past made an impact on it's future. Weather or not it's conscious (animal behavior) for-came bc of a bad past or lack of love by its true mother, whether human or non.

Lissa**