My mom commited suicide

You commited a crime called suacide.
You took to many pills just so you could die.
You left without saying goodbye.
Not even a word to let me no that you were leaving me so soon.
why?
was it me?
was it him?
why did you comite such a crime.
was it a plan?
yet i wonder, why would you do such a selfish act.
I still needed you..but you just left without a note without a sighn.

(my mom commited a crime about 9 months ago..it still kills that she is a gone she was my best friend my mom the one who held me when i cried, now she is gone and left me here alone to cry..never take your parent for advantage cause they wont always be there for you..trust me..