Alone again

Love isn't always a fairytale
You don't always get a happy ending
But I'm left alone in the dark
My heart is still pending

I've tried countless times
To find the ONE
They all speak of
But dammit I'm done

I cant keep trying like this
awaiting to get broken again
i feel as if I'm drowning
in this never ending tears of rain

I've gone to far
I've lost my way
this bright day i once had
gets shot down to gray

the love i thought i had
was merely an allusion
the lust was to strong
i was lost in the confusion

he lead me on
took my hand
when he stared in my eyes
i could barely stand

then he shoots me down
left me lying
heart bleeding out
all alone slowly dieing

Then the boy to patch me up
cant handle hurting his friend
for he likes me to
that went strait to an end

left alone again
crying at night
no light to guide me
theres nothing more to write

I've given up on love
i guess its not for me
the light has died
there is nothing left to see

I'm done searching
for that special someone
I'll wait for the day
when they will find me