Full Of Regret

Fingers crossed so tightly

Waiting for the flood to come

Tears roll down my face

Hands are shaking, bodys numb

Dont know who I am

Where did my morals go

What happened to my life

Faith is running low

Place me in this house

Lock me for awhile

Hate me and my heart

Treat me as a child

Break this broken spirit

Mold me as you please

Lead me to the cross

Throw me to my knees

Grab my shaking hands

Take my fragile soul

Make me understand it all

Or let death take its toll

Crush me underneath

Draw me to your chest

Let me find some peace

Safely lead me to rest

Make me pure once more

Create in me anew

Gentle lowly person

That everyone once knew

I feel that lifes too hard now

I have so much to change

Realizing my mistakes

And want to rearrange

Put pieces back together

Reshape relationships

Take hold of what is left

I do, I want to live