Here I sit as my feelings flow thru my fingertips,
My heart feeling the darkness as a moon to a total eclipse!
Wish my feelings would just go numb,
So the guilt I am feeling won't overcome.
Let me fill you in alittle bit,
There are a few things I must admit!
I am a cheater, liar and no good girl...
I sometimes feel like the biggest b!t(h in the world!
I've been married for 13 years,
Showing now... "Kellys life" premieres...
I've been having an affair for the last 7 months now,
Started out as being best friends, dating then sexually somehow.
Not sure how it got to that point but it did and it keeps going.
Getting better and better everyday...our relationship just keeps growing.
To make a very long story somewhat short...
I have to pick one to say goodbye, I must abort!
BUT...here I sit,
torn between two...I can feel my heart split!
I love them both with all my heart,
But in the end it's all of us getting torn apart!
