Cant count on you

Every time i forgive you,

i think your lies are through,

finding out there not,

putting me on spot,

i don't know what to do anymore,

what am i even waiting around for,

to be shoved aside and let down,

leaving me hear with a frown,

why did you tell me you loved me,

when your never hear to see,

how much it killing me inside,

i cant count how many nights i stayed awake and cried,

wondering why you'd wanna hurt me so bad,

do you feel better when I'm sad,

you told me you'd do anything to work this out,

I'm guessing you had some dought....