You say you love me but its so hard to believe.
Because your the one who made me so un-happy.
Why should i believe you when your the one who made me cry.
The moment you left i died inside.
You brought me so much pain.
Its the courage i lacked and will never be able to gain.
Everyminute of my life your on my mind.
And when i think about it i remember how you hurt me all the time.
I guess it was never meant to be.
I wish it was but things dont work that easily.
But my life will never be the way it used to be.
But all the pain that is inside of me i want to go through again it hurts so badly.
Love is like a mirror once its broken its filled with cracks.
and that reflection will never comeback.
That how my love life it it will never be the same.
Just when it start to go back then it changes with just one thought of ur name.
Just one thought of your laugh.
Makes me wana go back.
Just one thought of your smile.
Makes me remember how you made my life worthwhile.
Just one thought of ur beautiful eyes.
Makes me think about how hard it was to hear u cry.
Just one thought of being with u back then.
Makes me wana go through all that pain again.
Sometimes i just want it all to end.
Because this broken heart will never mend.
From all this stress and my heart being so sore.
Makes me not want to live this life anymore.
I never thought that love was true.
Until the moment i met you.
Most of the time i act just fine.
But if you look deepin my eyes im not ive been lieing.
I show this side of me that always stays strong.
but on the inside its not because everything feels wrong.
Some i just get so angry with life.
Cause nothing ever feels right.
I wish I had the strength to make it through.
But it will neve come true till the day im with you.
So im sorry if before u didnt think i believed you when u said I love you.
But really i do i just didnt think love was true.
Jay Jay
This is a poem i made up awhile ago never put it on here well now it is if u like it rate it and comment it aight lata.
