Wistful Love

Oh what I would do for you to penetrate from my veins as no more then a disappointment
So that my wounds would finally heal.

But alas, there you are, in the back of my mind,
with your cold laughter and seething eyes.
You never loved me.

My heart has been ripped into shreds all over again
Like ten million bricks the years plunge onto my chest.
And familiar tears play on my cheeks, reminders of my forgotten dreams.

The nights are so cold without you here beside me.
She has your kisses and your touch, the touch that I dreamed of for so long.
My heart bleeds for I know it is too late.
As the night closes in, I'm taking what's left of me.

I'm saying goodbye, goodbye to you my wistful love,

Goodbye to my pain, my shame, my pride, my inspiration.

Goodbye my wistful love, goodbye.