MY BEST FRIEND

You where my best friend
But god wouldn't let you be
Long nights I spend wondering
Why did it have to be you!

As I sit here at night I can almost see you though the tears
They never seem to go away they never seem to want to stop

Its been years and I still think about you everyday
Yet I go on smiling pretending Ive forgotten my children cant stand to see me cry so i don't let them know what is killing me inside

When you died I wondered why god would have taken a 19 year old girl just days after her birthday

When i am laying here If i am quite sometimes i think maybe you'll talk to me i didn't even get a chance to tell her good bye

We where more like sisters you and i now i recall on the family reunions when i couldn't wait to see your smiling face

I still haven't said goodbye for the fear i might loose the thought that i might wake up and it will all be a bad dream!

(please comment on this one it is from the heart.)
(to my best friend and cousin Christina) I miss you!