I am so confused about everything I feel
I am so scared that all of this could be unreal
All that I say all that I do,
It is because I want desperately to be in love with you
But we are so young and I feel this may not last,
And I canâ??t help but blame all this on my past
I want dreadfully to let go of all that I fear,
And rest peacefully knowing youâ??ll always be here,
But this wall Iâ??ve built refuses to let my heart get broken
Whether by dark actions or harsh words spoken
I trust you but Iâ??m so scared to get hurt,
Next thing I know Iâ??ll be wearing your shirt
As for now I guess only time will tell,
If Iâ??ll break loose from this love binding spell
Or if I must live forever in this state of confusion
Where love is just another empty illusion
