Forgiven

As I sit here on my swing
slowly going back and forth
I remember the boy
who told me lies
and broke my heart

I remember the
sweet misery that
followed our dimise

I think of the blood
as it bled from my wrists
and the tears that fell
in memory of happiness

That boy didn't hurt me
he completely destroyed me
but i forgave that boy
although never forgetting

The lies that he told
and the heart
that he crushed

I still love that boy
and my love grows each day
for the boy who
fills my heart with joy
and makes me smile
like no one ever has.