Abused

I'm scared to death
and hopelessly confused
I dunno why I'm like this
I feel so abused

You are happy and smiling
and I'm completely screwed
Nothing ever matters
It never matters if I'm being used

I'm tired and sore
you're laughing at me
i cry, i scream
why can't you see??

Smile and laugh
like you always do
shove me in a corner
or will that not do?

Maybe a few broken ribs
Will do the trick
or banging my head
against the cold hard bricks

Just leave me be
And go away
Please leave the fighting
For another day