What might have been

I never thought my love for you could cause me so much pain.
I never thought not holding you could make me so insane.
I cannot run,I cannot hide
I cannot change how I feel inside.
Sometimes I think i'd be better off dead.There's suicidal thoughts running through my head.
I cannot run,I cannot hide
how do I change how i feel inside?
This never-ending torture,when will it ever end?
This never-ending heartache,when will it ever mend?
I used to look into your eyes and see the angel within.
Now all I can do is dream of you and think what might have been....My angel is gone forever xoxoxoxo