Help Me

You've helped me through the darkest times in love and school and life
And yet I still manage to wish my life was ended by a knife
You've always been there for me, for this I love you so
But things are really hard for me and this you ought to know
I'm sorry for bothering you with the problems in my mind
And yet through everything you've been ever so kind
I miss you tons and I'll be there for you no matter what
All I ask is in return you do not let me cut
I wish to be there in your life to help you through your pain
You are the one who keeps me alive, balanced and sain