I hate you

You think I should still love you,
but if I did that,
it would turn me all blue,
so please don't bother me.

You cause nothing but trouble,
don't ask me to talk to you,
I'm living just fine in my bubble,
I have nothing to say to you except...

That I hate the way you are,
making me feel unloved,
even when its just us two in the car,
you say its unfair, I say I'm in love.

oh, by the way I also hate,
the things you have to say,
you act as if what I say is in debate,
and thats so annoying.

I wish you would be truthful,
and tell me what you really want,
instead of making me unfaithful,
causing me to make you pain.

if that is what it takes,
then thats what I must fulfill,
there isn't going to be anymore breaks,
after this were through.

I can't live my life like this,
always being unhappy,
and having someone else that I miss,
and being with you ruins all of it.

I really must say sorry,
because I know I hurt you inside,
and leading you on with a dumb story,
and nothing I do will even be forgiven.