Regrets

Giving you up was hard,
Not being with you is harder,
I thought everything was great,
Shown the bigger picture and to late,

Now your free to do as you please,
And I'm still here crying on my knees,
Wanting you back & not to shaw if i need,
Just thinking of you makes my heart bleed,

I suppose in time i will heal,
But for now this pain is too real,
You seem to be better off without me,
I just hope you will go on happy,

I just sit and miss the good times we shared,
And all the emotional scares we bared,
From your mother passing and your world being torn,
Knowing i could have had a child was once again scorn,

My decision was stupid and ill agree,
Maybe we just weren't meant to be,
But ill always love you... and remember you till i die,
I just wish i knew how to stop myself when i cry...

Love You Always