My secret obsession

Loving you is like drowning. i know that its happening, and i know that its hurting me, but i don't stop it. watching myself die, just for the joy of being in the water. loving you is putting me through hell, and i don't know why I'm continuing it, when i know that its killing me inside. i love you, and I'm addicted to you...but i wish i knew how to quit you. nothing in this world can describe the pain that you put me through. why would someone do that? what did i ever do to you?

so here i am watching myself drown, i guess i fell a little too deeply in love. my only question is when are you going to take your foot off of my head?