Lost Love

My life is not a good one,
Neither is it bad.
But I am going to tell you,
About a love that I once had.
This love was understanding,
So perfect in every way.
I don't know why I let him go,
But I get punished every day.
I can't live my life without him,
He is my Mr. Right.
He opened a new world,
It was definitely love at first sight.
I wasn't being considerate,
I was just thinking about me.
And now that he's gone,
I made myself see.
On him I could depend,
He made all my dreams come true.
His beautiful smile that came,
Every time he heard the words,
I love you too.
It happened more than once,
It happened more than twice.
I listened to the answers I got,
When I asked for advice.
My life is now over,
My dreams are down the drain.
I can't imagine how he felt.
I caused him so much pain.
He'll find someone better,
Someone he loves more.
Someone who's just so perfect for him,
The one he's been waiting his whole life for.
I've had my chance,
Actually more than three.
But all I did was ruin both our lives,
My love is no longer with me.