Its you I Will Never Have

I would love for you to hold me close
See me in your eyes as your girl
Tell everyone so they would know
That I belong to you

But instead its a big secret
Trying to find places to be
together but its gets harder
Everyone would be angry seeing us together

I would love to hear you say you love me
But it seems to just build my misery
I want you and you say you want me
But is that just again more lies

I can only take so much
I want us to be a couple
Yet that seems to be impossible
And now I realize it will never be

I think I'll just dissapear
You'll never hear from me again
Then you txt me and my heart breaks
How can i leave you when i care so much

So I start to cry as everything falls apart
You hold me so close yet i feel at a distance
things will never be the way i want them to
The worst part is I will never have you.