Welcome To My Life...

Remember the old days when everyone was happy?
we all used to smile and get along so well.
no screaming or fighting.
no anger or pain.
just laughter and giggles everywhere that you looked.
i was daddy's little girl.
shining brightly he was so proud.
he used to pick me up high to the sky and tell me that i was that twinkle in his eye.
i wouldnt have changed those days one bit,they were priceless.
now id trade anything to get them back.
everything is different now.
anyone can see it from afar.
glances lead to stares and then come the suspicions.
the whispers from turned heads and the questions from friends and cops.
running away and hiding in fear.
but now i'm back to square one.
he'll just ignore me and not say a word.
this is my life.
it's one hell of a long ride.

**leave comments or vote. everything in my poems is real, i like to see how people look at my life**