Empty

I am so alone, i feel as if i could die
sometimes i wonder why i even try
what have i done to deserve any of this?
remembering your touch, your kiss
you'd made me out to be the one
the one who's destroyed your life
why is it i'm the one who feels the pain and strife?
so many friends were lost
they will come and go
i'm left with this unbearable-never ending cost
fighting to hold back the tears
even after all of these empty years
nothing else mattered to me
you were my everything
my reason for being
all my dreams shattered in an instant
thought we'd be so perfect forever
tried everything to keep you, even plead
love lost for nothing more than your greed
now let me bleed
fighting to hold back the tears
even after all of these empty years
no matter how hard i try to push it away
i will always carry with me your betray
what have i done to deserve any of this?