You told me i was loved
Although i did not believe
How i could be cared for
It would of been a chore
Live life as if its your last day
But that seems hard to do
Cause everytime I wanna feel happy
I always think of you
I know I seem so selfish
So lifeless as a dead bird
But i try my best to talk to you
Im just a little kid
I need some time to think
I need some time to try
But everytime i do
I give up and wanna die
Life is a tease
Something that wont fade
Its something that you can't explain
So you just pray
Pray you dont have to go through with it today
And that maybe you will mold away
When you feel free
Do you feel happy?
Are you smiling
Or are you fighting
No one knows why you cry
When you are thinking of goodbye
Goodbye to life and all the rest
But no one will listen
Life is more then a test
Life is a fly
About to explode
Getting messier then anything
You have to watch it onfold
Life is an untold story
A myth with it all
A lie with the truth
That no one can guess
No one at all
You are on a cliff
Do you dare fall?
Will you let it all go
If you could lose it all?
Turning the warning
Around to you
So you understand
What is after you?
You want to be known
But your lost in it all
When do you stand up?
When do you fall?
When you are up
What brings you down?
Cause im in both twirls
Spinning around
When is my fate?
When will I die?
Will I see tomarow?
When she says i am being odd
Do i go upstairs and do the job?
Do i cry all my tears
And pray to God?
Am i a mistake?
Or a fraud?
Why am i hear?
Im alive but so ill
So ill in my anger
I've picked the wrong way
Im lying here
Just wasting away
