I saw everything in YOU

Old notes.. that dont mean a thing..messages..that i cant seem to get myself to erase..conversations..that JUST WONT leave my head, promisses i cant seem to forget, endless tears, that just wont stop falling, a broken heart that just wont stop braking, sadness that just wont leave me alone, lonliness that i created on my own. forget, that i just cant make myself do, scared because i dont think i can feel like this for anyone else, afriad because people might see rite threw me, a hand that just doesnt want to hold anyone elses =/, love that i just cant give anyone else, mad because i created this mess, hate because i juss couldnt look past myself, selfishness because i wont let anyone else in now, regret because of everything i didnt do..pretending to be juss fine, brakeing on everything that was lost, sorry because i couldnt give you something to stay for..pain, because of everything i cant get myself to stop thinking about...so i am sorry i always tried to blame you.. because the problem was juss always was me. =/