Dancing on the Edge

I feel so alone,
so broken inside.
I'm so sick of people,
and trying to hide.

What the hell is wrong with me?
Why can't I act sane?
It seems that wherever I go,
I'm followed by the rain...

No one can stand me,
they all run and hide.
Am I really that bad?
Is there anyone on MY side?

I'm so lost and confused,
I don't know what to do.
My thoughts are all jumbled,
my mind is a zoo.

I need to pull together,
but somehow I can't.
I'm close to the edge,
and all I do is rant....