Watching Me. (The Abortion)

My baby Domenic, my little Jade
They\'re mommy\'s angels in the sky
You probably had daddy\'s nose, my hair
His lips, my eyes.

Of course I wanted my little children
But daddy tore us apart
March 11th would\'ve been the happiest day of my life
But now I just remember listening to the faint beats of your little heart.

It wasn\'t my love for him that took you away
He loved someone else, more than you & me
His love for her is like no other
He was blinded by her, he couldn\'t see.

I made a list of all the shit I did
& the horrible things he did too
I realized his list was much longer than mine
& one of them was keeping me from you

It\'s not really daddy\'s fault, it\'s mine
Now I know the mistake I made
I tried to listen to myself & not him
I\'ll always be in love with him, but his love for her will never change.

You would\'ve been about 5 months in my tummy now
& trust me, I would\'ve given you all my love
You couldn\'t live your life, so I\'ll just miserably live mine
Cause I\'ll always know that you\'re watching me from above.