Everyday juss keeps getting harder without you

I know how it feels to have your heart stomped on && thrown on the ground.. i know how it feels to think nobody is their.. that nobody understands you && the only thing you want to do is simply run away.i know how it feels to have the whole world turn their backs on you like you dont even exsitsts. i know how it feels to thinik its going to work out && then to find out all that hard work just goes down the drain. i do know how it feels to have someone make you feel not good enough, to have someone move on so easy why ur left to deal with EVERYTHING you had.. i know how it feels to not want to look at a person because it just hurts you to much to know what might of been. i know how it feels to be so blind, so blind that you cant see anything that is bad, to make it so you think everything is going well, && then at the last moment, last second have EVERYTHING drop on you like a bomb. i DO know how it feels to want something SO bad you really dont know what to do.i know how it feels to have everything going okay then just let one little thing get in the way of how you feel && everything around you. i know what its like to REALLY fake a smile, && have nobody notice that your really just not okay. i know what its like to depend on someone that you think will always be their, to turn your WHOLE life around && make them your bestfriend, to tell them EVERYTHING... && then in a..split..second.. have it be gone..i know how it feels to know that your just not good enough, because how COULD they move on so easy..if you were good enough? i know what its like to be sitting their helpless, because no matter what you say or do you KNOW that nothing is going to work, that your heart is JUST to broken to say your /really/ okay.. i know what its like to see something && have nobody else see it, i know what its like to talk about something so much just because it simply bothers you && you just feel like your annoying everyone else.. && for the first time i can see things how they clearly are, i know that rite now i am not okay I KNOW, i know i am juss going threw some things rite now..I KNOW... but i also know that.. the worst feeling IN THE WORLD is loving SOMEONE who CLEARLY doesnt love you back.. your heart HURTS everytime you see them..knowing that no matter how HARD you try to look into their eyes trying to reach them..you never will.